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Part 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oINCeYxp2Vk
Part 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lslp50M8lNU
Part 3: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6n9N-_3QsKY

We don't have a place to return to.

I shouldn't base my life off something I see or hear, but I tend to do that a lot, don't I? I guess it's just how I am.

And they took the easy way out didn't they?

Along the way, I've lost every bit of myself and I don't think I can ever pick up myself again. I'm not a strong girl and I tend to let my emotions get the better of me.

But I have tried. I tried so very hard, but it always comes crashing down for me. These break downs I have just gets me so very tired.

I'm tired. Just thinking about everything.. all that I've done makes me tired.

Because I know better now. Because I know that no matter what I do, you're never going to love me. Because it's never going to be me.

I haven't moved on and I'm always gonna be stuck in the past.

I don't want to be a burden to anyone anymore. And even this.. isn't exactly right, but I know that somehow it'll make things right again for everyone.

No more worrying, no more disappointment and no more resentment.

No more anything.