I don't think I've ever felt this low in my life before.

And I can't this anymore.. every part of my body hurts. I've never been this depressed before and I feel like everything gets to me nowadays.

All this time, I've been trying to prove to you that maybe I am worth it but you just prove to me over and over again that I'm not.

That I'm not worth the fight for. You move on. You give up. You walk away.

What am I? I'm like this worthless girl that loves you.

I can't take it anymore.

I just want to be appreciated and loved. I did everything I can. I don't know what else to do. I've tried so hard and now I'm just tired.

I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of feeling this way.

I don't want to try again. I don't want this all over again. I don't want to go and talk to someone else. I don't want to prove myself again.

I'm just tired.

I try and try. I don't know what else to do. Give up and move on right?

How do I even do that?

I JUST WANT TO KNOW THAT I'M NOT WORTHLESS AND THAT I'M WORTH FIGHTING FOR.

I can't take it anymore. I can't even describe everything I'm feeling. It's too much for me to handle ..

I don't even want to live anymore; this is how I'm feeling every single day of my life and I just really can't.

I reallyreally do just want to disappear forever. I don't want to feel anything anymore.