August 21, 2010

Lols. So you actually went & yaknow unblocked me & whatnot so what's this whole point of ignoring me if you're gonna do that?

Like seriously? It's been one frigging month; omgosh. Fuck man, this shit pisses me off so much. Like REALLY? Wtf is your problem. You think ignoring me & shit is gonna make everything better?

No. It's not even that.

IT'S THE FACT THAT YOU THINK IT'S OKAY FOR YOU TO GO AROUND IGNORING ME & EVEN GO AS FAR AS PRETENDING SOME THINGS NEVER HAPPENED; that really ticks me off.

Lols asshole, it's not OKAY. YOu don't know what I fucking went through cause of all the shit. Cause of YOU & it's not fucking OKAY. Seriously, FUCK YOU.

It's the fact that how you can do something like that. HOW YOU CAN DO SOMETHING SO MESSED UP LIKE THAT. How you can just shut me out and turn your back on me, in the worst time of my life. I've been so filled up with frustration and hurt and I feel like my hearts gone cold. & all I feel is hurthurthurt, but no one knows and no one understands.

How I loved you, but you decide that it's OKAY to go & do that. That it's OKAY to block my number & shit. To TURN YOUR DAMN BACK ON ME.

What I have ever done that was so horrible to you?

How ALL I WANT IS SOME DAMN CLOSURE and I can't even get that from you. Because you're too selfish and all you can think about YOURSELF and now about how your actions are hurting SOMEONE ELSE.