why do i feel so much more alone.. now.. that we're together.. why do you always make me feel like i'm not enough.

i don't want.. to be on the phone 24/7. i want.. to do things together.. & make memories & share stuff.. i don'tknow..

everytime i ask you to do something with me.. it's always no.. are you really my boyfriend? you always .. do your own stuff & i do mine...

you have more fun & like to be on ur own.. sometimes.. i feel.. you shut me out.. and i feel like a child.. like if i say the wrong thing.. you'll get mad at me.. so i hold my tongue..

i don't know.. i just don't like the feeling.. i really don't know anymore.