The L Word.

I remember hearing the silence after telling you that story and how you couldn't stop sighing afterward. I asked what was wrong and you finally let it out... you said that you were jealous and wished that you were him.

I believed you and I heard the sincerity in your voice. I'm not going to doubt you on that but I'm not sure if you meant everything else you said.

"I love you and wish you were my girlfriend." Can I believe that? Should I believe that? A little part of me just can't help but wonder just exactly how many girls you've told that to.

And when you poured your heart to me, I felt so special at that moment. My heart was aching and I don't believe I actually felt that way before. You were right, sometimes it does feel too good to be true.

Even if you don't mean it.. I know that when I said the L word last night, it was truly from the bottom of my heart.

J&J, right?