Jessey, stop being so emotional and think rationally for once in your life.

Yeah. I think I'll do just that.

You did not call me last night even though I told you that I desperately needed to talk to you; I mean I understand your busy with everything but you could have at least sent a text or something. I waited for you; until I can no longer stand it and do you know how it feels like to wait for someone?

Probably not. Well I waited until the early bits of morning until I finally fell asleep when realization dawned on me that you were never going to call.

What's your excuse this time?

What's more is that I really did needed you yesterday but I guess you couldn't come through for me. Oh you know, me, the girl you supposedly love?

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This has been wrong from the beginning and I was too stupid to let go. Yeah I knew how this, our relationship was going to end up but I didn't want to pull away.

Maybe I should have because right now I am real tired of everything, all this bullshit that I did not ask for.

Can you just be honest with me for once and not cover up all your shit with bunch of lies. I wish you would be honest with me even if the truth may hurt, but guess what? I'm a big girl and I can take it okay.

I mean if we can't be boyfriend/girlfriend, the least we can be are friends right? Or is that too much of me to ask?