Foolish;

I knew from the beginning that you wouldn't ever really love me. I don't understand why I would do that to myself; I guess it's because I wanted to know what it was like being with you.

And I knew that I would fall so hard for you. I think you won me over since day once cause truly there's been no other boy that's ever made me feel the way you do.

Thank you for the wonderful memories. I won't forget them and I hope you don't either. Maybe one day you'll look back and think about me. Cause I know you'll be in my thoughts a lot in the times to come.

You'll always have a special place in my heart. ~

I can't cry .. mainly because it hasn't hit me yet. But also because I know that once I start crying I wouldn't be able to stop.. not until there are no more tears left.

I'm sorry about everything; I should've said something sooner but I guess I was selfish and I wanted you for myself. But I knew that deep down you wouldn't ever be mine.. and I guess today I woke up and I didn't want to be apart of this.

I know that your not happy being with me and I don't want to continue this. I hope that you can be with the one you truly love and I hope that you two will be happy together.

I hope that she takes you back because it's so very obvious that you two belong together. We don't.

12.25.09 ~ 01.17.10 ; thank you for the wonderful times. It'll always be in my heart. You'll always be in my heart.