Life;

It's been years since I actually talked to him and I bumped into him at Main Street today. I was surprised to find how much he's changed since the last time we talked. I remember the last time we met; it was at Queens Center where he dragged me and Erika along to meet his boyfriend.

After that we rarely talked, both busy doing our own thing.

But he's doing really well today; he has a new job working in the EMS, going to school, and this and that. It made me feel sort of.. I don't know. But he seems so accomplished and I feel like I have nothing to show off for.

I don't know. I made so many bad choices in life.. I just wish I can go back and take them all back. Sighs.

Well went to look for a job today and applied at Red Mango for the 3rd time. -_-; Probably not going to get hired but whatever. Asked around Queens Crossing and Flushing Mall. . I don't even know where to look anymore. And I don't really want to work at a fast food place.. so I'm seriously debating if I should go to Queens Center and find. But I hate taking the train and traveling there ..

New fresh start; gotta think positive.