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January 17, 2010

Memories;

I don't think I ever really loved you; how could I?

I'll admit there were days when I thought you were the one; my one love. But now as I look back I realize that I deserve so much more than you.

It was one sided; my love and affection. You didn't feel that way towards me and even though you may say you love me, I know that you truly don't.

I should've realized that a long time ago because I know how much time and heartbreak it would've saved me. But it's okay.

I don't regret anything.

Our memories will always be with me and I'll always remember our days together. But I really do think it's best for us if we remain as friends. I think that's the only way; because I know that we will always end up hurting each other if our relationship develops into something more.

It's time that I finally move on and I have. I like my life right now; and I have someone wonderful in my life. I don't need you ruining that for me. I don't love you and you don't love me; at least not like that. And that's exactly how I want this to be.

And in the end, thank you for being my friend throughout these past six years.