Why life so eff'ed up?
Boy#1: I liked him last summer and he liked me but then we stopped talking and met again this summer in Aug. That week when we started talking again, I was a mess and I just wanted to be alone and be all in up in my emo corner. And he was telling me things like how he wants to be close like best friends and turn into maybe something more. I got scared and I ignored for him like two weeks and now I'm kind of interested cause that time I just wasn't ready.. so I made up some bs excuse to talk to him again, but now he's kind of ignoring me. Lols, I think he gave up cause our conversation is just nothing.. he doesn't tease me anymore or anything. And the one thing I really liked about him was that he made me laugh. Now we just talk about the weather. Yeah, lovely.
Boy#2: He liked me last year and we were friends, but I knew he liked me and he's the type of boy that just wants every girl he sees. I didn't want to go and deal with that and not to mention he's kind of touchy and I'm not attracted to him like that..but now he's telling me how he loves me still and wants to be close again. Uhm, we were never close to begin with but again, he makes me laugh and there are some cute stuff that he does/says. But I'm not exactly all that interested.. I don't like how everything always turns to sex or whatever and it's uncomfortable talking to him about that stuff.
Boy#3: I didn't want to drift apart from him but I knew that was gonna happen and now I'm not exactly sure how I feel. I kind of want to be with him, but he doesn't cause his feelings are no longer there. And every time I talk to him, he gets me so frustrated and pissed off. He's not like the other guys, that actually wants to talk to me.. I don't know. It's like with him I feel so .. UGH. Cause he always finds excuses to not talk to me and stuff so what's the point? And when we're on the phone.. I just go and hide in my little shell and I don't even know why. How is it that I can talk to other people just fine, but with him, I fucking lose my mind.
Ah, I'm tired. I don't know what's gonna happen, but I'm tired so I'm just gonna sit back and relax watch how things go.
Boy#1: I liked him last summer and he liked me but then we stopped talking and met again this summer in Aug. That week when we started talking again, I was a mess and I just wanted to be alone and be all in up in my emo corner. And he was telling me things like how he wants to be close like best friends and turn into maybe something more. I got scared and I ignored for him like two weeks and now I'm kind of interested cause that time I just wasn't ready.. so I made up some bs excuse to talk to him again, but now he's kind of ignoring me. Lols, I think he gave up cause our conversation is just nothing.. he doesn't tease me anymore or anything. And the one thing I really liked about him was that he made me laugh. Now we just talk about the weather. Yeah, lovely.
Boy#2: He liked me last year and we were friends, but I knew he liked me and he's the type of boy that just wants every girl he sees. I didn't want to go and deal with that and not to mention he's kind of touchy and I'm not attracted to him like that..but now he's telling me how he loves me still and wants to be close again. Uhm, we were never close to begin with but again, he makes me laugh and there are some cute stuff that he does/says. But I'm not exactly all that interested.. I don't like how everything always turns to sex or whatever and it's uncomfortable talking to him about that stuff.
Boy#3: I didn't want to drift apart from him but I knew that was gonna happen and now I'm not exactly sure how I feel. I kind of want to be with him, but he doesn't cause his feelings are no longer there. And every time I talk to him, he gets me so frustrated and pissed off. He's not like the other guys, that actually wants to talk to me.. I don't know. It's like with him I feel so .. UGH. Cause he always finds excuses to not talk to me and stuff so what's the point? And when we're on the phone.. I just go and hide in my little shell and I don't even know why. How is it that I can talk to other people just fine, but with him, I fucking lose my mind.
Ah, I'm tired. I don't know what's gonna happen, but I'm tired so I'm just gonna sit back and relax watch how things go.
posted by Belle-laide at
6:16 AM
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