Believe what you want. Assume what you want.

When you came into my life, I had just gotten over a messy breakup. It was an abusive relationship and I was just getting over the experience.

I lied about who I was. But how would you feel if you had a boyfriend who made you feel unattractive. I didn't want to be me and I hated myself and the way I looked.

How can you expect me to open up to you when I had just gone through that. But you came along and made me feel special and you cared for me. Or at least it seemed like it..

It wasn't your fault that I was such a messed up girl to begin with..after all the shit that went on before..

So no, you don't really know me. Cause I became more withdrawn and more unlike myself after that relationship..

And then the things with you..

You never got the chance to really know me..the girl I was before...before you and before him.

And today..this is me. I need a lot of rescuing and you prove to me over and over again that your just not that guy.

I really thought you were different though cause no ones ever made me feel like that..back when we first met.
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