It's been almost one year since I was truly happy with my life.

One freaking year and I wish I can have it all back. I wasn't so emotional back then. I didn't have much worries. And I was doing fine.

Now I'm a emotional wreck and the thought of being alone scares me the hell out of me. Wtf happened to me?

I really hate my life right now..and I just don't know what to do. I want to stop worrying over stupid things like boys. I want to live my life. I want to be okay even if someone I love doesn't love me back.

I want things to go back to the way it was before. But I don't know how to pick myself back up. Its hard and I'm stuck here.

I NEED TO GET OUT.