Honestly?

I just want this feeling.. in my smotach to go away. I want to wake up in the morning and just smile and be truly happy for no apparent reason at all.

I want to breathe and inhale in all the good and exhale all the bad that's clouding up in me. I just.. want to breally BREATHE and feel free..

& to be completely honest, I have no idea what it is that's going on with me. I don't understand at all what I'm feeling.

But gosh, I wish I knew..