I'm so tired....I can't get up.. I don't want to get up. I try sleeping.. but I can't fall asleep. Sometimes I manage to fall into sleep but I always end up waking up a few mintues later.

My gosh...

I just want to stay in bed all day.. I can't.. I can't touch my computer. I don't even want to go near it..

My eyes are tired. My body is tired..

I pushed away the one person that I really loved.. and I know nothing can bring him back. I kee[ hoping that maybe he'll call or something.. but I know he's gone forever...

And I'm just so tired.. every minute is like ..toruture......

I just wish I can fall asleep and never wake up..