can someone please tell me what you're supposed to do when someone you love walks away and not even once, looks back. what are you supposed to do when you're barely getting through the day and you want nothing than some closure. but they shut you out and refuse to even talk to you. just what are you supposed to do? i can put up with the loneliness but i can't put up with this. i can't put up with being ignored. how does someone just walk away like that? how can they just ignore you over and over again? how are you supposed to pick up the pieces and continue on with your life? how are you supposed to pretend that everything never happened? what am i supposed to do? no one understands. i try to put on a happy face and pretend that everything is just fine, but it's getting harder and harder to do everyday. and i've put in so much effort in the past and i've put up with all so much shit. why can't he see that? why does he have to take me for granted? i just want to be loved. to love and be loved. i feel so worn out. my birthday is in two days. i just can't do it. i can't fake it anymore. i can't cope any longer.