Closure

I realized long time ago that I can never replace her for you. But today it finally hit me just how close you two are and that no matter what your friendship cannot be broken. Not that I'm saying I want it to be over.

What I'm trying to say is that I want to to be the one you can depend on. I want to know you.

Ugh. I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW ANYMORE.

I'm not your girlfriend or your best friend. And that hurts because I want to be part of your life somehow.

Fuckit.Fuckit.Fuckit.

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What I need right now is some closure.