Today is boring =_=.. waiting for Dad to come home with food. Listening to songs ~ no one to talk to. Nothing to do. Ugh boring.

I wonder if you're gonna call me tonight.

Last night was ugh.. =_= I don't want to be so damn dependent but it was really nice to have someone to fall asleep with.

And I missed it.. a lot..WAHHHHHHHHHHH.

Lols fuck man.

So Mom & Dad both leaving for Shanghai in Sept and I wanna fucking go. Mom coming back in two weeks and it's like WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I COME WITH?! School starts on the 22nd .. and we'll be back by then. Ugh. I don't like the fact that my dad is gonna be there for two months so it's just gonna be me and my mom. Lols.

But I think there might be a chance that I get to go with them tooooooo. Yay ^^

Oh and I seriously need to lose some effing weight. Went jogging today.. for like 30minutes in the back yard. It was okay but I hate it too cause there's so many people downstairs , and LOL I don't wanna run in front of them.

Maybe I will go later from now on. I don't know. I hope I can stick with it. I mean ugh, fucking Peter & Benson both lost so much weight & I can do it too. Cause I'm tired of MY BIG BUTT, THIGHS, HIPS, WAIST, BLAH BLAH BLAH.

And I still want heart shaped nipples..

FUCK MY DAD NEEDS TO COME HOME; IM EFFING STARVINGGGGGG.