new year's resolutions

Wow, this year passed by pretty fast.

So today marks the one year that Fifi's been with us. WOW. I still can't believe that it's already been one year since I laid my eyes on his cute little self. I lovelovelove him so much and sometimes I wonder how such a little thing can take such a big place in my heart.

I remember waking up one day and I saw him poking his little button nose around sniffing everything in sight, and I thought .. "WOW, this is really happening." I'm so glad that he came into my life and I just love him so much that sometimes it breaks my hearts a little knowing that I can't get him the best things. But I love him & I know he loves me too, so it's okay.

Remember that night when we were separated? I still can't help but tear up everytime I think of that night. I remember going home and all I could do was cry and knowing that you were so close and yet so far out of my reach broke my heart. I'm sorry for leaving you baby, and I promise it won't happen it ever again. I swear.

And remember that time when I had to give you away and even though we were apart for a few hours, I can still remember seeing the tears fall out of your eyes. I wanted to go back to you and hug you and never let you go but I know that I couldn't because it was the best for you.

This year has gone by so far but some of my best memories are shared with you. I love you.

It seems so silly writing this to my DOG; but I just love my baby FiFi sosososo much.

So ..

New Year's is coming up and I hope that 2010 will be a great year and maybe I can finally settle some things and make it right again.

So my New Year's resolution?

• Stay in School!
• Work out & gain abs<3
• and last but not least ; be a good girlfriend cause I love my baby.