talking to linh makes me feel better;

Thanks; I needed that.
he should just appreciate that u even had the nerve to show him that blog. u didnt had to. but im sure that blog meant a lot to u in order for you to show it to him. he'll understand you more after. at least in a better way. of what you've been thinking and feeling all these times

Do I regret showing this to you? Yeah, a little. A whole lot.

I have never done anything like this before and to be honest its a little nerve wrecking. I'm sorry if I scared you away with all this and I can't say that I blame you. It wasn't my intention for you to find all this out ; all my feelings and thoughts during these past few weeks. They were private and I wanted to keep them that way.

Sometimes I wish I knew what you were thinking and then maybe this wouldn't be so hard. Why is it that when it comes to you, my feelings are always jumbled around. .