January 18, 2010

Nothing in this world that is worth having comes easy .

Do you remember when you asked me how long it would take for me to get over you if we were to break up? At that time I didn't think much about it, probably because I thought that the day would never come.

But it has.. well sort of. We're in the "I-don't-know-what-to-do-about-us" phase right now and I guess I'm the one at fault here.

I value our relationship and I don't want to throw it away like it was nothing. I said some things that I shouldn't have and I cannot apologize anymore for them. I didn't think anything over and made a rash decision.

I don't know what I can do to make things better, but I'm asking you for forgiveness. I'm asking you, if you are willing to put your heart out there for me. And I'm asking if you are willing to trust me again and let me in.

I want to make things right and I want to mend your broken heart. So please let me back in again and I promise I wouldn't do anything to hurt you ever again.

I love you and you mean so much to me. I hope that you can find it somewhere in your heart to still love me. I'm not willing to let you go and I'm not willing to let us be over just like that.

I'm willing to fight for your love. I just hope you are too.

PS: I'm watching Heroes and it makes me feel a little closer to you knowing that you'll be watching it later.