Obligations

We're not together anymore. You don't have to spend time with me just because you feel that you are obligated to. I don't want you to be doing something you don't want to. And I don't want to feel like ..this.

I'm at a point where I don't know what to do. I don't want to live everyday like this; me crying over you. Seriously there hasn't been a day since we've been apart have I not cried over you. And I fucking hate feeling this way. While you on the other hand seems to be doing perfectly fine without me.

I don't even know what to say to you anymore. I don't even know how to talk to you anymore. And I don't even know what we are anymore.

So what do I do? Do I just move on? Because it seems like you are doing exactly that and even though you may say you're not, I feel that our relationship has drifted apart. Yeah, it's my fault that I pushed you away and now you're not willing to open up to me that easily.

I'm not sure where to go from here.