confused&hurt;

I don't know whether or not your feelings for me are true; but I know that you care for me to some extent. And to be honest, I don't even know why; I'm not pretty and I don't have the best personality in the world.

But that's who I am. I'm not going to change for you and I'm not going to let you get me down.

There are so many emotions running through me that I don't know if there is anyone out there who will understand what I'm going through.

I know that the best thing for me to do is just leave and let you go. Or at least confront you and tell you know that I know what you're doing behind my back. But instead I chose to ignore and I chose to be blind. Why?

I'm scared to not have you in my life.

I can't say that I love you. Love is a strong word and honestly I don't think I can love someone who has lied to me so much. But I like you, very much.

I don't know what to do and until someone better comes along, I'm going to be hopelessly stuck on you,