end of forever

Do you remember what today is? I do & it makes me sad that you're not even speaking to me, but if you want to stay angry with me then I don't think there is much I can do.

So I've come to the realization today that I don't need to you in my life to be happy. & for the first time since we've been apart, I didn't cry over you. I like this new feeling where I don't have to depend on you to be happy & I can just finally BREATHE again without any worries.

You know what I regret though? I never really opened up myself to you, nor was I truly myself with you & I think we would've been amazing together. & now when I'm finally ready, you push me away, but that's okay though. If you don't want my love & affection then I won't waste them on you. Time to move on, right?

Even though we didn't have that much time together, I still was glad to have you in my life for that short time. Thanks for being my friend and thanks for the memories !