Okay so I didn't get to cut my hair today.. cause I was rushing home & it was pouring!

But today was a good day; was at the salon most of the day. Got mani&pedicure & waxings donee & I feeeeeeeeeeel so gooooooood.

Definitely have to cut hair tomorrow and I have to go find Palty dye.. Yay can't wait.

& also this month.. would have been me & his 'yue ding'. Ahhhhhhhhh, it's been three years aleady, geez. It's okay though and we haven't talked in months & he has his girlfriend & it's all goooooood.

But lol, fuck my life. It's been like what? More than a year now since I've had a frigging really good relationship with any guy. I miss it.

Sighsighsigh~ I miss falling in love & the butterflies & all of that good stuff.

Well, it's not like I'm in a rush or anything but ugh, no one has that effect on me in a longlonglong time!

I miss the butterflies and the giggles and the blushing. Wow~~~~~~ Even after everything I still go mad shy and my face turns mad red if there's a guy that erm.. makes me feel that way? Lol, I don't even know if it makes sense. Whatevers.

I JUST FREAKING MISS IT :(

Can't wait until school starts though, yay yay yay so excited for it! & the weathers been getting so cold lately & so much rainy days. I kind of like it!