So we're on the phone and he's asleep; I have this uneasy feeling, like not all is right. I don't really understand it myself.

Honestly I don't understand all of these feelings coursing through me. But it has to do with him and everything.

I just .. I don't want to play games wtih him. I mean yes, I like them too but that's not all that matters to me. I just want him to open his eyes and see ME. take an interest in me, NOTICE ME.

Pay attention to me dammit.

Sadly I feel like even if I was standing in front of him naked, waving my arms in front of him, he still wouldn't.