uhohboboh 7:12 pm
(7:12:21 PM): both of us
(7:12:26 PM): went thru this like what the same time
(7:12:37 PM): but see what happens when i gave up and stopped caring?
(7:12:39 PM): i feel way better
(7:12:44 PM): i just hope you can feel the same eventually

The only thing that's holding me back is thinking about.. how much I pushed you before, but you still stayed & sticked around even through all of that bullshit.

But what can I do now? You've stopped caring.

I didn't just lose a bestfriend.. I just the only person that I've managed to be truly comfortable with & who I can just.. be myself with.

& when you left, I felt that there was a big hole inside of me, that I was empty and so lost. I spent days just crying cause I felt so empty and I had no idea what to do. Those days were probably the worst days of my life..and even now I'm still waiting for that void to be filled.

I guess we're just doomed.