i dont know what im doing anymore.....

ive been sitting here.. and just crying for hours.. i dont know. i feel so tired.. but i cant fall asleep..

nothing is right.. my eyes hurt. they are so sore.

my whole body.. feels heavy..

i dont know whats going on.. i cant sleep. i cant eat.. i cant stop crying.. and crying..

its al my fault. im so sorry

i cant do this anymore.