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i can't even pour all that i'm feeling out. this just happens over&over again & i can't take it.

to be shut out, pushed away & ignored............& so damn unwanted......

fuck it, man.

i just want it to be over.. i can't handle all of these emotions.. i really can't... i see everyone around me so happy & i just feel like that's never gonna be me again.

i wish i didn't feel so much.. i really do..i just don't want any of it anymore.........