Woke up this morning and was just laying in bed staring into space thinking about stuff and my mom walks in, sees me and says,

"Are you thinking about him again? You need to stop; you've never met him before, never talked to him, seen him. You don't know what he's like. Stop putting your life on hold. You have to go live your life, meet new people and think about the future."

....

Great. That got me about to break down again. But I just can't.

But on another note, today was good. Woke up & got a new hair cute ;D yayy it's short again & idkwhy but i always looked better with short hair.

Haha, then met up with Vu at Main ; wow I haven't seen him in more than a year, LOL. But it was fun, catching up with him & omgosh; so we got to Serendipity and we were hungry so we ended up ordering this freaking 12inch look HOTDOG. LMAOOOOOOOO -_-

Ahaha lovelove serendipity & then we ordered frozen hot chocolate, omgosh, lovelovelove

Afterwards we went to Times Square, ughh I swear I go there too effing much. But it was nice, ahaha. He makes me laugh like crazy & it's all fun. Catching up with him & him cheering me up & shit, haha. It was niceee & oh I got this cute uhm, eyeshadow set thingy from Sephora , yayy. It's so pretty. It's really cute; well the box is ;D & it's purple & gold

Came back to main street at 5ish & he went home & I went to temple.

All I can say is praying.. makes me feel better. And after talking to the grandma there.. idk, it just makes me feel so at peace & she definitely helps me set my head straight.

Overall, today was fun & honesty I was scared to like start talking to all of my friends again & shit cause I've always ignored them & stuff. & I thought it'd be hard, but it's not. It just feels like we just pick up right where we left off.

& it feels really goood. (: