stupid.

So I went to dye and fix my ugly hair today ; its better now, and I bumped into Alicia on Main. It felt nice catching up with an old friend since I haven't seen her in awhile and she dragged me to CEO.

I felt a little weird being around everyone without laopo there, but it okay. I expected it to be worse but I had fun and it was nice catching up with everyone. Honestly I've been avoiding most of my friends ever since lp left and I really didn't think I would have a good time. Even though things may feel a bit different now, but it's still nice knowing that I still have friends out there that cares.

So I took Peter's advice and drank. -_____-; It was supposed to make me feel better but I felt worse afterward. Maybe it was because I haven't eaten anything at all beforehand, but I have never felt this bad after drinking. I wanted to throw up even though all I had was like one bottle to drink. Ugh.

I ended up leaving early cause I didn't feel really good so Steven ended up walking me home. I have never been drunk before no matter how much I drank but today I felt really bad afterward. On the way home, I felt really tipsy and ended up slipping on ice, falling on my heel and got Steven all worried.

But I'm fine and today was okay. At least my hair looks so much better and I really like the color; it's not too bright or dark. And last but not least, I don't think I'll be drinking again anytime soon in the near future.