I don't know what to do at this point. I have you and yet I don't and I know that your heart will never truly belong to me. What can I do about that? I can't make you love me enough to stay and I know what you do behind my back.

I feel like a fucking idiot cause I pretend I don't know what your doing even though I know fully well.

One thing I don't understand is that how can you do something like that. I really don't. I mean I wish I did and then maybe I can understand you better or something. I wanna get in your head, haha I guess what's what I'm saying.

I'm stupid for letting you lie to me.