It's funny how I couldn't shed one tear before and when you left I couldn't seem to stop.

I know I said I would be strong and that I would be okay but when the moment came nothing seemed okay. I was terrified and I was scared, but most of all, my heart hurt like never before.

I feel like we're on repeat cause every time, we're good something bad always seem to happen. Is that a sign? I don't believe in signs though cause life is what you make it. I don't understand why this always happens but it's just been one emotional wreck after another.

I remember you told me once that if you truly loved someone you would fight for them and that you wouldn't give up. I hope you love me enough to not give up on me or on us cause I want us to be back together; just you & me.

I don't think we're better off as just friends and I don't want to be just friends with you. I want to be so much more than that. Your stupid for thinking that your just a boy toy to me; someone to toy and mess around with and to throw away when I get bored.

I love you and please don't tell me otherwise.