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I'm too emotional. I know. I'm not gonna let my emotions get the best of me. BUT GOD, I HAVE FEELINGS TOO..

And even though I try to push it aside, and just ignore it, it doesn't work. I crumble. I get so weak. I hate it. I can't cry. I can't cry. I can't cry.

I feel like I'm about to explode and break down. But what good does crying do? Nothing. It still doesn't change anything.