The only time I ever allow myself to cry is when I go walk Fifi every night. I;m such a pathetic mess at night, but it's getting better. I try not to think about it during the day but I start going so damn emo at night.

Today I can't stop thinking about all the stuff I wanna do with you..Ugh, I feel so stupid for even thinking about that cause you don't want anything to do with me.

Wow, LOL. I'm a fucking dumbass. No more. I don't care anymore.