September 16, 2010

I'm so scared.

I see everyone I know heading some towards somewhere in their life. Reaching their goals and whatnot. And as for me? I'm still here, unsure of what I want to do and what's gonna happen in my life.

Everyone got their future planned and here I am so indecisive and procrastinating to the end. I'm not so young anymore and right now at this point it's like life has hit me hard in my face. Is this what I want to do for the rest of my life?

No. I want a good career and a nice house, etc, etc. But I know that in order for me to achieve these goals I need to start working hard.

Start making plans and accomplishing them. For the past few years, I've just slacked off and I haven't been working hard at all.

Honestly right now, I still don't know. But I can't sit here forever and watch life pass me by. I gotta get up and do something about it.