It would be nice, really nice to know that you care sometimes.. I really don't know. You give me mixed feelings and ..

I miss you being you, the warm side of you, that tells me things and shares things with me. And whatever. Right now, it's just...half/half..kind of.. barely.

Uh yeah. ..

Okay. S is picking me up in thirty minutes and I have to go get ready. Hope it won't be too weird since I haven't chilled with him in years.. C&V keeps texting me and I still ignore.. I don't want to talk to either one of them but I feel bad for ignoring and I really can't come up with any excuses for them anymore..

I REALLY WANNA JUST PLAY SOME WORLD OF WARCRAFT :(