2009. this time back in 2009 i was truly happy.
i had a job. i was doing really well in school. and i had a good boyfriend.

that was the last time when i was happy. really happy. where nothing was wrong with my life at all.

and i deserve that. i deserve to be happy. i wasted an entire year on a boy who doesn't deserve me or my love.

and it's 2011 now. it's time that i stand up tall and fix my mistakes. for so long i've been avoiding it and i regret that. i'm not gonna hide anymore.

it's monday jan 24th. its a new day. a new year. and it's time to get my life back.