fuckkkkkk.

i dont want to be so damn emotional. i dont want to think about anything. i just want to fucking sleep .. i haven't slept in more than 24 hours and im fucking exhausted.

i dont want to thinkthinkthink. crycrycry.

CAN I JUST FALL ASLEEP & WAKE UP ... TO FIND THAT THIS WAS JUST A REALLY BAD DREAM.

i dont even know what to fucking do anymore. seriously.. YOU ARE JUST GOING TO WALK AWAY FROM ME JUST LIKE THAT?

THAT EASILY? just the other day we were laughing about something.. and now.. it's like you never existed in my life and vice versa. JUST WTF IS THAT?

CUS I CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS. IT'S HARD PRETENDING THAT I NEVER KNEW YOU. THAT I NEVER LOVED YOU.. THAT YOU WERE NEVER A PART OF MY LIFE.

you were the best thing in my life... and i was TRULY FUCKING HAPPY FOR ONCE! FOR ONCE THINGS WAS GOING RIGHT! just what am i supposed to do now? how am i supposed to cope?

I WENT THROUGH THIS SO MANY TIMES BEFORE... just please. no more. please no more. i cant take it.

STOP PRENDING THAT I DON'T FUCKING EXIST. CUS I FUCKING DO. & IM HURTING TOO. stop avoiding me. stop ignoring me.

I FUCKING LOVE YOU. I CAN'T IMAGINE GOING A WEEK. A MONTH WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE.

i just cant. i don't want to be without you. i want to spend my weekends with you. i want to spend EVERY FUCKING DAY WITH YOU.

i need you. i need you. i need you. please come back to me. i dont wanna be apart from you..

i just want to be with you.. DONT LEAVE ME HERE ALL ALONEE.. come back to me please....