omg, it's been the longest since i've lasted BLOGGED.
idk i can't even remember the last time i actually sat in front of my own computer for more than an hour. lmao omgawd i need a effing life ~.~
these days .. so much things to do! school.. work.. volunteer. sighsigh.
okay first thing, first.
i start at Hunter College for they're fall semester as a transfer student going for my BA :)
so i made the big decision , i'm gonna be a VETERINARIAN.
ok, i know vet schools are harder to get into than med school but fuck it.
i'm already working my ass off for this 4.0 GPA & you know what? i'm just gonna go all the way with this.
so i'll be studying pre-med.. omgawd. & hunter college is one of the best schools to go to for pre-med so i'm really excited.
which leads me to point #2~
so my dad is gonna buy me an apartment and let me move out & live on my own.
well i'm actually going apartment hunting with sunny & we talked it over
& we're gonna LIVE TOGETHER<3 eek omg we've been talking about this since the 7th grade! hahaha
& i reallyreally love my dad for doing this for me. it's his gift for me for getting into hunter college, haha . i know i can dorm but ehhhh..
i actually went online & looked at some places & this is the one that i'm really in love with. the fireplace & the big windows.. sigh~ & it's at gramercy park.. which is only a few blocks from hunter college. i know real estate in manhattan is the most expensive & not to mention the utility bills .. but i'm basically getting around 600~800 a month. & i know sunny is getting really good pay at direct TV with 12$ an hr. ~.~ the most we both have to pay each month is prob about 300~
& once i move to the city i plan on getting a better paying job so yeah~ idk hope it all works out.. otherwise i would have to go crying to my dad & i don't want to depend on him more than this, loll. i mean i know my mom has other apt. around the city that she rents out to other people, so he's saying that it'll just be another one of them but ehh. ~
idk. apt. hunting during my spring break tho :)
haha right now i feel all grown up & shit.
basically three years at hunter will give me my BA & then i can go off to vet school~
but only problem is the ONLY vet school in NY that's in the apvma is in ITHACA.
FML -______________________- ughhh yeah i really don't know right now but i have three years ~ so who knows.
life is pretty good right now.. more than good actually ahaha.
well.. actually school life is more than good.
but i'm having a hard ass time managing my time.
& not to mention these two BOYS - -;
ughhh ~ boys still confuse the fuck outta me. lmao.
there's Q who kissed me - -" but i think he did it to shut me up cause i was blabbering about something, rofls. but i like him. he has that bad boy thing going on with the whole idc attitude, haha.
& then theres JON. sigh omgawd ~ he's white but he's not like those other ugly white boys with their curly hair. lmao nahuh. he's just gorgeous with his hazel eyes and spiky hair. & he's 4yrs older than me but he's so childish & silly. we have so much fun together :) like the other night at times sq, ahaha good times.
but srsly tho, i'm feeling a little self conscious cause it's like both of them are just REALLY GOOD LOOKING & it's like are they interested in me!?!?!?! yeah idk but i don't want to lead them on either -__-. sigh so confusing~
oh & plus eric is coming back to NY during the summer ... & i'm scared that he remembers our yue ding.. our promise. LMAO, ahahha. it's like ok, i don't have any feelings for him but he'll always be my ...first real love & yeah i'm just scared if i see him again all those feelings will come back rofl. & he would text me telling me he still have "our song" on his computer.. the one with my name in it & shit. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
idkkkkkkkk~ but it's like where did all these boys come from all of a sudden.
oh well ~
oh & last but not least, i'm really glad that my dad shipped me off to chinatown.
i learned to not be too quick to judge & that people come from all different walks of life.
& i've grown really close to some people.. people whose been through things that i can't even imagine.
and i'm really glad to have gotten the chance to get to know them & stuff.
ok, i'm done with this super long entry, haha. i'm just waiting for spring break to come~
