I finally realized today that you're never going to love me. I don't think anyone else can even compare up to her. And it's time for me to accept the facts. No matter how much I think and no matter how much I cry and no matter how much I hope, that is how things are going to be.

I can't do anything. I'm not even going to try anymore cause to be honest, I tried really hard and it's no use.

I'm finally moving on and letting it all go. No matter how much I hope for, wish for, things will just always be like this.

I wished so many times that we could have something like that.. and well it's never going to be. I really need to stop thinking, stop it all. I need to get on with my life.

So I'm saying bye.

Do you know what I do when I find find myself falling even more for you?

I read through old chat logs and remind myself just exactly what you did to me. And how it fucking killed me knowing that you were back with her.

Looking through all of those.. really makes me sad. I Know I should be over it by now cause what's in the past is in the past and just move forward. But it still tears me apart to know what you were doing behind my back when we were together.

I don't even want to think about it. I don't want to think about you whispering things you used to whisper to me to them. Saying sweet little things and all of that. I can't fucking bear it. God.

I hate knowing that you were never truly mines cause your heart always wondered and never belonged to me.

I wish there were some things I didn't know, but I have to face reality some day. I can't keep ignoring that those things doesn't exist.

It's over and done with now. Why can't I just let it all go and just forget about it. Move forward & live my life..