its been two days.. its hard.. but i think.. maybe i should accept the fact that we are really done and over with..

i know i lied. i tired to cover it up with more lies. i know that's not okay. but it's not okay of him to just ignore me like that.

and to just walk away like i never existed. and not just look back. i know i hurt him and broke his trust.

but i love him.. like no other. i have feelings too. what am i supposed to do?.. he just leaves me out here.. while i want to be with him and work past this..

distance is hard.. i just want to run to him... i hate this. and my heart feels heavy. i fucked up. how can i make it right again?

i dont know and i get nothing from him.. and i guess this time. we're really done.