8:37 am
& I won't be getting any sleep tonight cause there's just too much things on my mind.
I can't help wonder about some things & it doesn't make anything easier for me. I don't know what you're feeling and I would like to know so much though but you can hardly bare to talk to me. If you don't want me in your life then let me know so I can stop hanging on and I wouldn't get my hopes high up.
Do you really want to throw that all away though? What we had was special, at least that's how I felt. There were times where I just wanted to scream and yell at you cause you were being such a dick to me and there were times where you would make me so mad and frustrated. But at the end of the day, I still loved you.
It hurts to see that you're willing to let it all go and I feel that the more I hold onto you, the more you push yourself away from me.
I don't know what to do. A part of me wants to come running to you crying and begging you to come back. But that's not me and I hate that I feel this way. I hate how I'm desperately pathetic cause I depend on you. And I hate how you still refused to stay after I practically begged you to. But if you don't want to, then nothing is going to change that.
Just like how it's not going to change the fact that all you want is just friendship out of this relationship. If it's truly what you want, then I won't bug and nag you anymore and I'll learn to respect your decision.
I can't help wonder about some things & it doesn't make anything easier for me. I don't know what you're feeling and I would like to know so much though but you can hardly bare to talk to me. If you don't want me in your life then let me know so I can stop hanging on and I wouldn't get my hopes high up.
Do you really want to throw that all away though? What we had was special, at least that's how I felt. There were times where I just wanted to scream and yell at you cause you were being such a dick to me and there were times where you would make me so mad and frustrated. But at the end of the day, I still loved you.
It hurts to see that you're willing to let it all go and I feel that the more I hold onto you, the more you push yourself away from me.
I don't know what to do. A part of me wants to come running to you crying and begging you to come back. But that's not me and I hate that I feel this way. I hate how I'm desperately pathetic cause I depend on you. And I hate how you still refused to stay after I practically begged you to. But if you don't want to, then nothing is going to change that.
Just like how it's not going to change the fact that all you want is just friendship out of this relationship. If it's truly what you want, then I won't bug and nag you anymore and I'll learn to respect your decision.
posted by Belle-laide at
7:36 AM
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