Looking through all of those.. really makes me sad. I Know I should be over it by now cause what's in the past is in the past and just move forward. But it still tears me apart to know what you were doing behind my back when we were together.

I don't even want to think about it. I don't want to think about you whispering things you used to whisper to me to them. Saying sweet little things and all of that. I can't fucking bear it. God.

I hate knowing that you were never truly mines cause your heart always wondered and never belonged to me.

I wish there were some things I didn't know, but I have to face reality some day. I can't keep ignoring that those things doesn't exist.

It's over and done with now. Why can't I just let it all go and just forget about it. Move forward & live my life..