DEARJAWN;

It's been seven days since you told me that you wanted time to clear your head. 4 days since you told me to stay the fuck away. But ever since then, you've been on my mind 24/7. I'm losing my fucking mind over you.

It's driving me crazy. I'm sorry for what I did, will you at least hear me out? I don't want Friday night to be the last time we ever talk. I hate being this pathetic, this weak and everything, but I want to say GOODBYE to you. Do you get it?

You were my everything and now I want to say BYE. Can I at least get that? Why do you have to do this to me, making it so hard. I hate your silent treatment.

The easiest way for me to get over you, and for me not to annoy you and shit is just for you to tell me how you fucking feel about me. I need to hear it..

I think that's the only way I can get the fuck over this. I'm pretty sure you don't want anything to do with me, but if you want to completely erase me and for me to never appear in your life again then this is what you have to do.

You're strong willed and so am I. You have enough willpower to ignore me and I have enough willpower to keep trying. Fuck I FUCKING HATE MYSELF AND I DON'T KNOW WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. I seriously need to get the fuck over you.

But I love you! Stupid idiot, why can't you see that and why can't you care enough to do something about it. But it's whatevers. I need to FORGET ABOUT YOU. So help me out here, will ya. By ignoring me is just making it worse. -_-