I had wanted that "Dear John letter" to be the last thing I'll ever write about you, but it didn't seem to turn out that way.

I feel like I'm fighting a battle with myself cause I hate to admit it, but there is a part of me that's already moved on, but there's also another part of me that just wants to keep hanging on. It's stupid of me to feel this way cause I still want you back and hope that maybe you will take me back despite all that's happened.

Why am I so weak when it comes to you? I don't like feeling this way.. as if you have a certain control over my life even though you don't know it. ._.