February 11, 2010

It's been one week.

I don't think you even remember cause you're moving on but I'm not. I need to hear it from you though. Tell me that your moving on and that you don't love me and that you don't want me anymore. I keep hoping and hanging on and I'm tired of doing this to myself.

I guess I just need to hear it from you .. even though I know it's true but I just don't believe it. Not until you say it to me. I should know by how you don't even answer my calls or texts anymore. Or the fact that you never once called me since.. that day. Or how you cut off all contact with me.. and can barely stand to talk to me anymore.

But I'm a girl.. I'm hardheaded and I over analyze everything you say to me. And I refused to give you up. But all these things that you're doing just shows you don't care about me .. or us and that it never really meant anything. I don't know.