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I'm jealous. Yeah I shouldn't be cause things are better off as it is right now, but I'm jealous cause they had more memories shared with you. Because we don't have a lot & I'm still just ....

I don't even know how I feel anymore. Confusing.

-_-. I hate myself for even getting this done, but this how I feel and I feel so stupid for feeling this way.

I never really trusted you, but I realized now that I should have and I wish I knew sooner. But that's just it. Trust. You take a risk to trust someone and I didn't do that with you. I was always too scared and shit, but now I know exactly what was going on.. I just regret so much.

Life is funny sometimes. I guess.. I had my chance and I lost it. That's what I regret most.. I wish I can take it all back.. and I wish ....

Hopeless to wish for things. -_____- I should stick to my own advice sometimes.

STUPIDDDDDD~~~~ . Gosh. -_-.

Junie: the hardest thing to do is loving someone who loves someone else.
When did she get so smart ~~' sighs.